To Woody With Love

2007-9-7 18:16:00

Woody:

"I've had a run in with this being called God the Father and the pain and suffering I have experienced has rendered me homeless 14 months ago, and now I'm in a mental facility dealing with fallout from a nasty group mind experiment.

"I told him over and over again, 'I don't want to do it' after several very heinous discrepancies came up (things I knew were illegal but couldn't extricate myself from no matter what I did).

"Faced with insanity (I'm very mentally ill right now), I turned around and said 'OK, not your will be done, but mine.' and I clobbered that SOB so hard I'm surprised every psychic on the physical plane didn't go, WOW! what was that."

JJ:

Woody, my friend. I feel for you but there are several things you need to be told.

First your situation has nothing to do with any revelation you received through the soul but is a creation of your own thoughts, illusion, glamour and emotional conflicts.

God or the Masters will never give a difficult command to anyone who is unstable in any way. Only one who has first saved himself and has total peace of mind is given anything like the Gethsemane experience. Your commands came from your own thoughtforms and emotional body.

Since I've known you, you have always been in conflict and pain and that is the last person the Masters will give some difficult command to.

"But," you say, "you do not realize how great my pain and conflict is. If you did you would know I am going through a similar thing as Jesus did."

No, that does not mean you are dealing with any hierarchy black or white. You do not realize the pain and conflict that can be produced from your own conflicting thoughts and feelings.

One more thing contributes to your problem. Because you have placed so much focus on being an avatar and learning you may have stimulated a center which is not ready to be opened. This release of energy can make it seem like you are fighting God, devils, the whole mix.

Your solution is to take about six months off and not read, study or think about anything metaphysical. Lead a normal life, watch lots of comedy, read fiction books--entertain yourself. Above all realize that neither the world--the Keys--not me, nor Christ or the Hierarchy is in the least depending on you for anything at this time.

Just be a regular guy with no responsibilities for six months and then see how much improved you will be.

We love you and many see much good in you that is waiting to be properly released.