A Voice from Prison

2004-2-12 03:27:00

Since we have been speaking of prisoners I thought I would include a touching letter I just received from one here in Boise. His name is Scott and he has read most of the archives and just finished Book III.

I have donated quite a few books to prisoners as anything which will redirect their attention is a good investment indeed.

Scott writes:

The Immortal series is going to be to illusion what the atomic bomb is to World War II! What a mind blowing experience I had reading Book III. The book was pure electricity - wow! I am beginning to visualize the significance of the Keys. After reading Book III I can see that each Key is a single part to a greater mechanism. A mechanism that if an individual accepts each key and applies a working practice to it, will become something incredible. Each Key needs to be understood and grafted into the belief system and strengthened with exercise. When all 12 Keys have been assembled into the belief system it is my guess that that individual will have the instrument in place that will enable him to manifest the fullness of the light, love and power of God to the sons and daughters of mankind.

The people who accomplish this will be the ones who do greater miracles than the Christ. They are the ones who will create successful molecules. They are the ones who will walk in communion with the Brotherhood of Light! I cannot imagine anyone reading the Immortal series and not making this their number one priority.

How bitter sweet it has become for me to read your teachings. Tears come to my eyes when I ponder the vast amount of truth I have received from you, and the possibility of my positive development as a result. But my heart weeps that I have rendered myself useless to you. I truly wish I could be helping you right now... I often feel like my team is going to the superbowl and I have removed myself from play. I am so sorry for my part in the mess I am in, and sorry I've become a deficit for my team.

I will continue to implement the Keys into my belief system. I will continue to battle to get out of here. I feel I have a couple touchdowns in me and I'm hoping that circumstances will bend to my will so that I can contribute.

I am no longer a victim - I accept full responsibility for my situation in life. I've dug myself into a deep pit and I'm going to have to climb out myself - I feel strongly that I can get it done.

This reminds me of something else. Some time last summer I went to the New Jerusalem and asked the question: "What past life deed was responsible for this life's prison experience?"

The scene I was shown was an army. I was one of the leaders. We were all on horses. I had a large red cape. We rode our horses full speed into battle. At this point I remember being surprised that I felt absolutely no fear but an anticipating excitement, sort of like pre-sex excitement. I did not see the battle but I saw myself in the midst of a ruined city rummaging through rubble looking for a box. I looked in every direction - the city was reduced to rubble and every man, woman and child had been killed. Then I had the horrible feeling that in some way I was responsible.

So, if I saw this correctly this means that much like yourself I've got some serious debt to pay. I must have selected to make a partial payment when I designed this prison experience for this life. I'm not interested in trying to get out of paying my debt. What I've decided to do is take your lead .. I've decided that I will change (adjust) my life plan. I've decided to switch my form of payment from sitting in prison to service to the Brotherhood.

I think that whenever this decision can be made with sincerity and right intention that it becomes a blessing for all involved. So I'm deciding to make it so. I feel good about it.

JJ Comment:
One can surely sympathize with Scott here. He has discovered truths which has changed his life and which he wishes to share with the world, but is confined to prison where he is very limited in what he can do.

He is one of the few who is indeed making the best of an awkward situation so when he is released there is a strong possibility that he will take the lessons learned and be of great service to the world.

Scott's crime didn't cause any permanent harm to anyone and was influenced somewhat from a bi-polar disorder that was not taken into consideration at the trial. He wound up with a much longer sentence than one with his temperament deserves. The possible answer to this was in the vision he saw.

I'm sure Scott like to hear from anyone who would like to send a note of cheer. I gave you his address once before. Here it is again:

Scott Fackrell #54816
Unit 11C-61
ISCI
P. O. Box 14
Boise, Idaho 83707

As I said, he has read all the archives save the last couple months and many of your names are very familiar to him.

Greatness does not have to be explained. John Stolworth